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Title: Must Love Girls [Part Four]

Pairing(s): TaengSic

Rating/Genre: PG-13; Girl-Meets-Dog-And-Girl

Disclaimer: I don’t own Soshi. I don’t own anyone, in fact. All Fiction.

Chap. Summary: Taeyeon gets the one-on-one she’s been wanting…kinda.

Author’s Notes: Kay, gays. I have good news and bad news! Bad news: from the looks of things, there might be seven parts instead of six! Good news: I’ll sleep deprive myself to do it! Wait. Switch those.

Can't wait to hear from y'all!

✽ ✽ ✽

Taeyeon felt okay.

Not amazing, not meh. Okay, all right, fair. Alive. Able to tackle everyday problems with humble aplomb.

Which was, in itself, a victory.

No wonder the anti-depression industry boomed, Taeyeon thought while punching a ‘3’ to Jessica’s apartment floor. The elevator doors closed, blurrily reflecting her meticulously crafted outfit of the day: pleated shorts, breezy oxford blouse, navy ribbons in her pigtails, and her trusty Keds. She’d been shelving effort into her appearance for a couple of weeks, since the radically uncomfortable movie night.

After that evening of doing everything Jessica’s way, she warned Taeyeon about dating, a change that could strain their dear Thursday nights. A gracious move, on her part.

Seriously, Lennon’s owner was a sophisticated, sociable career woman with a kickass future ahead of her. Relationships tended to be the inevitable next phase. And where would that place Kim Taeyeon, a weepy nobody, for (assumedly) a revolving door of eligible men? It eluded her how she’d buried a nook into Jessica’s weekly schedule, but weirder things have happened.

Silver lining: the playdate invites endured. Recently, twice a week—without any more forced coffee shop detours or heart-stopping thrillers. Jessica withdrew to what Taeyeon believed to be the less stressful option: an indifferent, text-y chaperone who tapped her casually pricey shoes impatiently.

Taeyeon’s money went into two presents. In one hand, a packaged Nylabone. In the other, a red replacement for the yellow ball Lennon finally defeated. Taeyeon chuckled, recalling his confused look (head tilt and all) when it hissed to a lemon-y heap.

He wasn’t Diglett. But damnit, close enough.

She’d chosen the mature route, Taeyeon reminded herself. To not burden Jessica into thinking them obligated to explore their friendship. That way, Taeyeon’s off-work hours could revolve around her bat-eared charmer again and Jessica could build a life with a worthwhile lover. For marriage, baby-making, mortgages—all the shit Taeyeon once dreamt of for herself.

Dimly, she accepted a touch of...butthurtedness over some douchey, equally attractive businessman making Jessica his plus-one to top-dollar luncheons, politician friends’ weddings—Taeyeon propped her forehead on the coolness of the apartment door, envisioning more fancy events—and schmoozey cocktail hours with private jet collectors. Such a provider suited women like Jessica Jung. Not Kim Taeyeon, an underpaid desk jockey who rolled in dirt.

The red toy contracted within her grasp like a stress ball.

“Let Jessica move on,” Taeyeon whispered, barely past lipping the statement. “She’s too good for you. And straight.”

“Door’s unlocked!” called a chipper voice after her first knock. Taeyeon examined the tuck of her blouse and decided to toe out her shoes in advance. Jessica’s house had a maid-grade sparkle; one wouldn’t assume any living organism resided there, save a rambunctious Corgi mix. So, since her Keds were non-negotiable, she dressed nicely. It symbolized gratitude for hijacking the dog every few days.

Also, she grew used to Jessica admiring her clothes. Might as well keep it chic.

Lennon welcomed Taeyeon at the door in hind-legged hops, but the pungent aroma of tomato, basil, and various spices tracked her nose to the kitchen. There, Jessica rinsed the last of her dishes before turning around to smile. “Hey, Taeyeon. How are you spoiling Lens this evening?”

She’d almost forgotten the doggy items in her hands. “Chew bone. Ball.”

Jessica extracted her hands from rubber gloves, quickly applying moisturizer afterward.

Taeyeon remembered holding those hands.

“You’re cooking,” she stated the obvious, nodding to the oven. “What’s the occasion?”

“A date,” Jessica answered. Too matter-of-factly. As if she’d recited her birthday or a mildly interesting anecdote from work.

Taeyeon deposited the new ball in Jessica’s bowl of knick-knacks and leaned onto the kitchen counter, elbows out. “Oh yeah?”

She copied Taeyeon’s position on the other side. Eyes holding challenge, if Taeyeon wasn’t imagining things. “Mmhm. Our third.”

“Date three already.” Of fucking course Jessica moved on faster than she’d predicted. Everyone moved faster than Taeyeon; her ex certainly reminded her. Disturbed that her ex-girlfriend sprung into mind, she asked, “It’s getting serious, then?”

“We’re having fun.”

Fun? What in the hell was fun? Shows? Make outs? Sex? “And that entails?”

“I thought we could relax here instead of a restaurant,” Jessica muttered, twisting and untwisting the moisturizer cap. “My sister sent two bottles of Zinfandel that’d go perfectly with our meal. We’ll eat well, drink all we want, and let whatever happens...happen.” Her gaze flicked up to meet Taeyeon’s. “You’re turning red. Are you a prude?”

“N-no. No.” Taeyeon slammed the Nylabone to the counter as an exclamation point. “Curious, is all.”

“That’s a relief.”

“How’d you two meet?”

“Same office, different departments,” Jessica rattled off as if she’d told the story to a million busybodies prior. “Seohyun’s one of those sexy, relentless financial sharks. When she sets a goal...”

Taeyeon never had an out-of-body experience. Until now.

The rest of this explanation no longer mattered. Every other word in their collective lexicons no longer mattered. Because Jessica said, ‘she’.



Jessica went on dates and presumably had sex with women. Female women!

Why was her pulse accelerating as if this were a game changer?

Aware of natural reflexes, Taeyeon schooled her facial tics during the tail end of the spiel. Something about team-building meetings. “When’s she coming over?”

“Eight-fifteen—Oh!” Jessica jumped into order, eyeing a loose silver wristwatch in the knick-knack bowl. “I’ll need every minute to beautify myself. Do you mind taking Lennon out on your own?”

This would’ve sounded like paradise twenty minutes ago. Taeyeon vacantly nodded, reaching for the ball to stress-squeeze out of Jessica’s sight. “You trust me that much?”

“Of course. I doubt you’re crazy enough to steal or eat him.”

Taeyeon feigned a chuckle. Her stomach tossed mercilessly, to go from so high to so low in such a short period. “It’d be my pleasure.”

“Be back by eight o’clock?”

In a daze, she attached the leash to a jumpy Lennon’s collar. Under her breath, she growled, “Wouldn’t want to bump into your little sex fix of the night.”

But, Jessica didn’t hear. She’d already vanished into her bedroom.


Uninhibited time alone with Lennon put an uptick to Taeyeon’s mood. Just a tick or two. Cotton-y clouds decorated a blue, blue sky and the heat didn’t swelter. An idyllic afternoon, theoretically.

Lennon’s enthusiasm eclipsed the energy Taeyeon put into a dozen half-hearted tosses. His wiggling butt, fervent yelps, and spin-cycle antics earned proper laughs. At least, she pretended they sounded sincere. She couldn’t let some dumb date botch her day.

Taeyeon pumped more energy into her throws. Almost to the point of dislodging her shoulder from its socket, which would do no-one any favors. These activities should’ve freed her brain of petty jealousy and phantoms of the past.

It didn’t.

After some portable dish hydration and a bathroom break, Lennon lay at Taeyeon’s feet, gnawing happily on his brand new Nylabone.

“Acknowledge reality and cut the moping short,” she upbraided herself. Noticeably slouching on one of the same benches Jessica frequented. “Damn, she’s possessed me.”

Something like that.

The sharp scratching and huffs of Lennon plundering the bone soothed her, reminded her that he was present and safe. Taeyeon twisted the leather leash material between her palms, allowing herself to drift off. To a place she’d avoided. Well, until Jessica slipped her gentle fingers through Taeyeon’s and into a load of concealed emotions.

“Hey, Digs,” she spoke to the teething dog. This was how she’d humor herself—by calling him what she’d wanted since Day One. “Your Jessica has nice hands.”

With fine bones that tenderly flexed to accommodate the eventual fatigue of long-term handholding. The rose scent had wrapped around Taeyeon’s neck, choking her with...

She pressed the heel of a palm to her forehead. “No, please.”

Excitement. Jessica excited her both physically and emotionally. And fuck, she lost the invisible can’t-crush-on-a-straight-girl safety net. That tidy, snarky demeanor intrigued Taeyeon. Whether awkwardly hovering until it was time to go home or lounging on that very park bench, eyes shaded by sunglasses and thumbs on phone. Taeyeon pilfered glimpses often, when Jessica obliviously engrossed herself in time-killing.

In the somewhat comforting darkness, with Jessica’s head propped on her shoulder and their fingers twined into one, Taeyeon missed the pleasure of intimacy. Jesus, she’d felt her body reacting beneath her bra cups.

She needed a reality check. Hadn’t she accepted ‘couple life’ as a closed chapter?

“My ex-girlfriend was controlling.”

Lennon continued chewing, as if he didn’t fully catch the enormity of this confession.

“Because of her, I lost friends and a lot of family.” Taeyeon swiped at her wet cheek, morose. “I lost myself...I take responsibility. I let her. Finding love gave me a purpose in this stupid world. Our bond and my identity became one and the same.”

Taeyeon bent down to stroke where Diglett’s cape coloring would be. “She wanted to take you away, too. You were my only win in that breakup.”

Kim Taeyeon: left with a Corgi-Aussie and a fractured spirit.

“I bet Jessica can be quite the heartbreaker,” she mused, imagining what’d transpire if she’d had a complete character shift and initiated a kiss on movie night.

Goosebumps rose on her arms.


Lennon grunted and Taeyeon giggled. Again, close enough.

“I’m gay. Don’t know if I ever came out to you. I suppose you could assume from me and your other...ex-mommy kissing on the lips.” This reminiscence brought a proper frown to Taeyeon’s lips. “Never fall in love, little man.”

Fifteen minutes crawled by like this. Of Taeyeon speaking to her dear Diglett’s stand-in. Of dissected Jessica’s every word, her every nuance. A few of times, she bounced the red ball at her feet, hoping to coax her playmate into a game. And she was plainly rejected for a bone.


“Back already?” Jessica questioned, parting the door for the two to enter. Taeyeon hung her head low, contrite of this wasted opportunity.

“Yeah, we—”

Taeyeon stalled. At first, because of the smell. Not only the rich aroma of Italian seasoning wafting through the room. This new one was more citrus than rose and stronger altogether, costlier. Then, when she craned her head to say so, a provocative cut of fabric sent a javelin through her lungs.

A little black dress. Nothing extra risqué, though obviously high-end, stopping mid-thigh. At the top—no sleeves with a teardrop-shaped sliver conveniently missing at the cleavage. Suddenly, Jessica’s sternum and all its teasing, soft availability toppled Taeyeon’s reply into babbling rubble. Incredibly sexy, even if the word ‘sternum’ wasn’t.

“Is this dress a hit, Taengoo?”

She flushed at the nickname, embarrassed for a host of reasons. “Wish I could fill out a dress like you do.”

“Hm,” Jessica padded back into the kitchen, fluidly swaying her slight curves. “Possibly not this dress, but I’m certain you could find a way into my pants.”

Did she just—

Scandalized, Taeyeon flattened a hand at to chest, effectively releasing Lennon. “Huh?”

Jessica collapsed on a counter stool, giggling like a girl a third of her age. “I knew it! You are a prude!”

“Am not!”

“You are. Therefore, I shouldn’t flirt with you.”

“I don’t...I don’t...” Know how to breathe right now? Any remotely intelligible reply slipped from her blushing grasp.

Yielding mercy, Jessica flipped the subject. “You and your boyfriend have fun?”

“Eh,” She dropped the ball back into the bowl. “Toy today sucked.”


“He loves the Nylabone, though.”

“Really? More than fetch?”


Jessica twirled a finger into her hair. Only a third of it had been curled so far and it took nothing away from her appeal. “Did you dress up for him?”


Her eyebrow rose. “Lennon.”

“Ohhhh.” Taeyeon snorted, ducking a fist into a pleated pocket. “Um, no.”

For a full minute, Jessica studied her. Chin resting on her wrist, the other arm wrapped along her slim midsection. Contemplative, gorgeous.

Distracting herself, Taeyeon searched through Lennon’s bag, making sure she left nothing behind. “Dinner come out well?”

“Looks edible, but I haven’t tried it yet. Care to put your life on the line?”

At that, Taeyeon’s stomach rumbled. Jessica took this as a yes and situated a sample from the dish staying warm in the oven. “You can be my taste tester,” she called over her shoulder.

In the center of the plate, she’d spooned out a flattish round covered in a thick red sauce. Taeyeon lifted her brows in question.

“Eggplant parmesan,” Jessica revealed.

“This is new for me.” Regardless, she forked the whole thing into her mouth, wincing at the heat while relishing the flavor. Her eyes watered in bliss. Wasn’t carbs, but she knew ambrosia and this was it. She scraped her plate clean. “You’re an astounding cook.”

Or the recipe astounds you.”

“How many people can’t manage that? Take the credit.” Taeyeon fidgeted through her nerves, picking up Jessica’s watch. “Your uh, your shark will probably fall in love with you at first bite.”

Double meaning.

Chuckling, a blush hit Jessica’s cheeks. “You’re exaggerating.”

“Not at all.” She backed slowly away, making a spectacle of yawning. “I should leave you to it. To your...your night.”

“Any advice?”

Dating advice? From her? Taeyeon’s teeth clamped in a mighty laugh. Or a sob. “Be proactive. Don’t be a me.”

Jessica’s smile dimmed. “You’re not hopeless, you know.”

“I miss my chances. Don’t be a me.”

And then, the brunette rushed to slide her hand into Taeyeon’s. “You aren’t disappointing nor uninteresting. I like you. A lot.”

She shook her head despite how those simple words shot right to her heart. They could sprout spikes and careen from her chest, shattering bone and skin, if given the equipment.

Alas, Jessica would be in a hot coworker’s arms in an hour or so. She’d probably spend the night.

Taeyeon collected her bag, caressed Lennon (on the floor, chewing his gift into shreds) behind the ears, and tucked into her Keds. “Jessica, don’t fret about your date. Women don’t usually look like you—more beautiful than a rose. My apologies for not saying so sooner.”

Though they’d separated, Jessica’s fingers still splayed out at her side, holding onto nothing. “Thanks for taking Lennon out.”

“That’s what I’m here for.”

With that, Taeyeon closed the door behind her.

✽ ✽ ✽

Jessica stood in the center of her living room, jaw barely brushing the floor.

Was Kim Taeyeon—Lennon-obsessed Kim Taeyeon—jealous?

Actually jealous?

“Fall in love at first bite,” she pondered aloud while returning to the kitchen. From the pantry, she scooped two heaps of more-expensive-than-human-food holistic kibble into Lennon’s empty dish. To top it off, she emptied a can of wet food as a bonus. He deserved it, after all.

Her canine roommate scrambled over to munch wildly like his wolf ancestors. She rubbed at his side with her calf, cooing, “Good boy. You’re on my team tonight.”

Lennon spared ten seconds to glance up, giving that blank stare that make dogs look empathetic and thoughtful. A goop of canned meat dangled from his jowls as his butt shook. Then, back to scarfing down his bowl. That was a ‘You’re welcome, you hopeless woman’ if Jessica had ever seen one.

She drifted to the full-length mirror in her bedroom. Sure, she looked hot. By the rambling, pink-eared reaction of Taeyeon, perhaps she needed to douse this fire a bit. Seohyun left no mystery to her intentions. And though a little action whet Jessica’s tastes for a long night, the impression of this dress might spiral their encounter into bed before a fork lifted.

Hold on. Wasn’t that what she wanted? She’d waxed, trimmed, and plucked herself clean for that distinct reason.

“Taeyeon, you’re a rude tease.” Jessica unzipped what she could reach and shimmied out of the tight fabric. “You had nothing to do with me until you saw a bit of skin and praised Pinterest food.”

Ugh, women.

Furthermore, she’d been willing change her plans for Taeyeon in that blouse and shorts. Even the pigtails, which should’ve had a cold shower effect on her adult desires, enticed Jessica to ruffle that gronde hair up. To test whether Taeyeon was as dirty as her Keds.

Jessica replayed Taeyeon’s ‘don’t be a me’ speech, curling the rest of her hair. She’d said, ‘I miss my chances.’ What chances were those? Could Jessica be delegated into this ‘missed chance’ list?

“You didn’t miss me,” she mumbled to her reflection. “Why didn’t I just ignore her weirdness and come out to her in the park?”

Instead, she scrapped with Taeyeon’s precarious boundaries.

Because Taeyeon satisfied Jessica’s romantic side.

Those micro-expressions forced Jessica to lean forward, to pay attention to detail. To lay fantasies upon the plushness of Taeyeon’s bottom lip.

“Think about your present date,” she chastised herself, buttoning on a more conservative dress. “After that, I’ll figure out what to do.”

Jessica’s phone chimed and she auto-rolled her eyes at Seohyun’s text message:
+Almost there. I’m hungry. ;)

Too forward. But, at least she spoke her mind. And hadn’t burst into tears once.

Seohyun now.

Tonight was about Seohyun.

Though, she’d rather see more of those blossoming feelings in Taeyeon’s eyes as she filled her cheeks with eggplant parmesan.

Omggggg I've been coughing all day. :((( Hope this edit was readable! Haha

Lookie! This dog isn't Lennon exactly, but he gives puppy Lennon ~vibes.


Date: 2017-05-13 04:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Mine 😳😳😳😳

RE: Re: 😝

Date: 2017-05-29 07:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I'm really late, I'm such a bad fraaaaannn. :((

Its nearing 1am, so apologies if any of this doesnt make sense.

Steph0. It was her wasn't it? 😒😒😒😒😒😒 I can feel it. Well, at least we now know why she's the way she is. Can't blame the girl, I can relate. Shit like that does mess you up. BUUUUTT GAWWWWDDD, she's frustrating at times. AFKSHSKFHKAJFKF.

Seohyun. You made this girl thirsty. You made her into a JJ! 😤😤😤 i don't think there's anyone more thirsty than I am tho

Jess, babe, please. Just please.


Date: 2017-05-13 04:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]

Date: 2017-05-26 11:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
heeyyyy!!!!!!! my brain's been going places these days that i can't write a proper comment. LOL anyway!!!! oh god?? I MY HEART BROKE A LITTLE WHEN JESSICA WENT OUT WITH SEO?!?! T_T sigh. BUT OMG I LOVED THE LATEST CHAPTER?!?!?! wait. i should comment there, not here. lol

ps: how have you been, dear author? hehehe i hope you're doing well! :) also, i'm so confused where to read your stories when i leave lj too. hahahahahahaha XD

Date: 2017-05-27 05:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Your poor overworked brain. :((( Treat it right!

AWWWWWWW does it feel like Jessica's cheating on Taeyeon somehow??? hehe


ps: I'm doing wellllll. There's a three-day weekend for us, so I'm more than elated. Of course, I'll spend a portion of it finishing Part 07 so it'll be smooth editing for the following week. Busy, busy!

The thought of you leaving LJ makes me sad, too. :(( I'm still here, tho. And so are you <333

Thankssssss, bb ^^

Date: 2017-05-27 11:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
i'm not even doing anything these days yet my brain is overworked. LOL

YES!!! TOTALLY!!!!!! T_T but it's okay. the latest update made up for it. hehehehe :)

YESS YESSS!! there's too much hate around this world and i don't wanna add more. LOL but really!! what's there not to love XD

ps: ohhh yay!! i hope you get some well-deserved rest! :)

true. i actually have no idea when am i officially leaving. XD gosh it's really sad that we have to leave. :( :( my fanfic life started here and i'm just......... super emo about it. T_T

you're welcome! :)

Date: 2017-05-13 11:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
My Saturdays are so much better now that I wake up to a new chapter every week <33

I loved this one so much, it made me feel something with every word (that's some magic you do)

Taeyeon with pigtails omg my baby hahahaha I can picture her perfectly in front of classy, sexy Jessica

“Possibly not this dress, but I’m certain you could find a way into my pants.” oh god (as shocked as Taengoo herself)

Jessica dating Seohyun made me think of that one chapter in Who Gets The Girl? when Seohyun ends up spending the night at Jessica's (I'm not a SeoSica reader so that was an odd pairing for me then and I was NOT expecting it, so it kinda stuck)

My Saturdays are so much better now that I wake up to a new chapter every week <33

I loved this one so much, it made me feel something with every word (that's some magic you do)

Taeyeon with pigtails omg my baby hahahaha I can picture her perfectly in front of classy, sexy Jessica

To test whether Taeyeon was as dirty as her Keds. I SCREAMED

Jessica? A cook? lmao

She shook her head despite how those simple words shot right to her heart. They could sprout spikes and careen from her chest, shattering bone and skin, if given the equipment. I love how this is written. Wish I could play magic with words like that, because they make me feel so much... <3

For a slim moment there I even thought she was going to go after Taeyeon or something and give up her date lmao *keeps her hopes up*

I'm loving this THANK YOU for writing bb ;;

Date: 2017-05-14 02:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I didn't throw chairs this time so thank you. hehehe BRB

Date: 2017-05-15 12:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Oh, thank goodness. You've got me fearing for my wellbeing, TaengSic addict. 😓😱😱

Hehe <33

((Btw, I think your post may be accidentally a reply to wondertae's on here?))
Edited Date: 2017-05-15 12:33 pm (UTC)

Date: 2017-05-15 01:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Oh shit. lol I can't even edit and say sorry to Wondertae I'm sorry!! Please forgive me.

This is exactly the reason why I write you proper comments when I'm awake and not using my phone at midnight, Bra! XD
Edited Date: 2017-05-15 01:03 pm (UTC)

Date: 2017-05-19 07:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Better Saturdays!!! Knowing that helps make these weeks dominated in writing/editing worth it! (Who am I kidding--editing is SO FUN.) For this one's final edit, I added 200 words because it needed so much. Glad it came out seamlessly and not halfassed. :333


Aren't the pigtails an adorable mental image?!?! Esp if it's emo widdle Tae. ^^

Hahahhahaa shocking the readers along with Taeyeon gives me life!

OMG. I couldn't not reminisce on WGTG's SeoSic, either. That pairing has a special place in my heart. Not to mention the reaction when their connection happened. Bwahaha memoriesssss! And it imprinted on you. You're welcome ;DD

KEEP SCREAMING. I love typing dirty things!

"Jessica? A cook? lmao"--I actually have a theory about this. Yes, I, the writer, has a theory about my own story.

I still think I lack a lot in...flowery stuff. So, I'm quite sure you could write like that and better!! <33

We shall see what Jessica does~

THANK YOUUUUUUU for staying loyal, bb ^^ <333

Date: 2017-05-20 07:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]

Hahahaha WGTG had a huge impact yeah


You have a theory, About your own story. Lmao. Tell me why on earth is Jessica being a cook a theory of yours :D

Always loyal to you <33

Date: 2017-05-27 05:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Hahahhaha WGTG was so much freakin' fun. Wish you'd been around when I posted every few days! Maybe we can chit chat about fic one of these days. ^^


Haahha I dooooo have a theory. It'll kinda show up in Part 06 because I couldn't keep it in. :333

I theorized that Taeyeon has no taste for good food, therefore she loves what Jessica made. Hahahah I just can't be nice and make Jessica food actually delicious.

Thank you, bb. <33333333

Date: 2017-05-27 08:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I wish I'd been there too when you update it! When I found out about WGTG I read it all in two days on a rush bc it was so amazing! I remember those were my first two days of university ever lol and it's been so long since then


Hahahaha Taeyeon's whipped <33


Date: 2017-05-14 09:45 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
allas! potato Taeyeon put an effort to look good for Jessica! not for Lennon! but for Jess! hoorahhhhhh! +1

ever since from previous chapter, Taeyeon's obviously attracted to Jess but the mixed signals and past painful experiences put her off of advancing; and now that the 'she!/her!/woman!/female!' date has been revealed her soul has been revived (somehow). well i just hope she'll take her chances and push forward and not just let her jealousy and pessimism eat her (Jessica's pulling a Rick Astley on you panini head! do something gdi! like gurrrl the lady's been generous to ya giving chances more than a raffle tix can do!)

ooooohh bout last time, that bwahaha of yours sound so gutter-y, i'm guessing sexy time in ch. 6 🌚 and sooo does that dog biscuit thing part of Jessica's plan on tempting Taeyeon? will i be witnessing another Sex and the City sushi scene? 👼

also being sleep deprived is no good but thanks for adding another chapter bra! eye bags are greatly appreciated 💖 :)

Re: greeneyedSHOOKETHextra2x

Date: 2017-05-19 07:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Potato!Taeyeon put in //shock and awe// EFFORT!!!! +1, indeed!

It's such a balance to seesaw between Taeyeon's insecurities and her willingness to make something out of her interactions with Jessica. It's fun, though, to drop all these mixed signals and misunderstandings. Complicating things. <33

Revived soul of lesbian Taeyeon! Yaaaasss

"i just hope she'll take her chances and push forward and not just let her jealousy and pessimism eat her"-- WELL SAID. She certainly is a pessimist, huh?

HAHAHHA PULLING A RICK ASTLEY. I approve of this reference. And then the raffle tix line ajsfkldjfdlsfsdf you're too much. xDD

Gutter-y?!? Lil' innocent me? Sexy time, what's that??? I will not answer your questions? ;DD

Hahaha sleep deprivation isn't good, but it's prudent to get this story out the door to y'all! Thank you for loving my eyebags!

Until next time, Shooketh Anon <333

Date: 2017-05-15 01:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
My new comment so I don't piss anyone off ಥ_ಥ

Date: 2017-05-18 05:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
ಥ_ಥ ಥ_ಥ ಥ_ಥ ಥ_ಥ ಥ_ಥ ಥ_ಥ

Date: 2017-05-18 06:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
hahaha! what??? Would you prefer Neko? Cat? or???

Date: 2017-05-18 06:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
LOL you hijacked my second post! I messed up my first one hahahaha it's okay. I made a third one. Actually, you reminded me to comment.

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Date: 2017-05-19 07:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Y'all are so cute. :33333 Cookie and Kitteh~

Date: 2017-05-20 06:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
We're the odd pair here, aren't we? lol. Cookie and Kitteh... hahaha!

Date: 2017-05-20 06:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
hahaha! At least I reminded ya to comment. :3

OMG. Diglett-obsessed Taeyeon ish JEALOUS!

Date: 2017-05-15 03:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
‘You’re welcome, you hopeless woman’ ---> I can't with Jessica's translation of Lennon's actions. hahaha! I can imagine her saying that to herself. hahaha!

Oooh, so Taeyeon is as bothered as Jessica. :3 Nice!!! Even Lens can't take Taeyeon's mind off of Jessica this time. So, Krystal's intervention is not needed given that it's already in the form of Jessica's canine form. :3 Way to go! hahaha!

Seohyun better be thankful that she gets a more tamed version of Jessica and not the 'goddess of seduction form' that Taeyeon witnessed a few hours prior. lmao! Gosh, Jess better focus on that date with Seohyun and not zone out with Taeyeon stuck in her mind... :3

More Lennon wiggly butts please! lmao! (I ish still anticipating Krystal's awesome appearance because you kind of make Krystal such an awesome character back in Skandl! lmao!) Thanks for this!

Re: OMG. Diglett-obsessed Taeyeon ish JEALOUS!

Date: 2017-05-19 07:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Jessica does the best projection, doesn't she!?!? Something tells me she's not off the mark, either. :33

I decided to stop trollin' y'all and show genuine jealousy from our dear Taeyeon. Her feelings have been there, of course, but it wouldn't make sense to be in her head for so long and not see her freaking out. Ha! Krystal's services weren't needed just yet! We really have her to thank for the Lennon + Taeng + Jessica union!

I'm puh-reeeeety sure this Seohyun would've preferred to witness crazy!sexy Jessica, from what little we see in that suggestive text. That dress was for Taeyeon's Eyes Only. ;D Wonder how that date will go..

WIGGLY LENNON BUTT. You should get more!

Hahahahahaha I know you're crossing your fingers for Krystal to pop in, being ridiculous. She stole the show for you back in Skandl! days. Let's see how nice I'll feel~~

Thank youuuuuuu for reading, bb :DDD

Re: OMG. Diglett-obsessed Taeyeon ish JEALOUS!

Date: 2017-05-20 07:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Yep. She does. hahaha! Well, she is indeed hopeless... I mean, Krystal even had to intervene with providing Lennon to keep her from living a lonesome life. lmao!

hahaha! Glad that you're taking a break from trollin'. At least Taeyeon's quite distracted from her 'Diglett' (lol!) mourning... xD Hmm... I bet Krystal's services would be needed some other time given that Taeyeon+Jessica+Lennon union is filled with hopeless misunderstandings... hahaha! I bet Krystal would take the credit for that union. hahaha!

Well, Seohyun would've given the subtle-not-so-subtle text, but would they have it? Taeyeon's eyes have been blessed with that Jessica form. hahaha! Hmm... I wonder how the date will fare as well...


hahaha! Nah, I'm chill on whether or not Krystal would pop in, but given her subtle presence in Jessica's life means we'd get to see her sooner or later. Yep, Krystal steals the show for me even before she physically appears in the story. lmao!

You're welcome, checkz! :D

Re: OMG. Diglett-obsessed Taeyeon ish JEALOUS!

Date: 2017-05-27 05:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Ughhhh but trollin' y'all is so much fuuuuuuunnnn. *pouts*


" Taeyeon's eyes have been blessed with that Jessica form."--Hehe. This is hot.


Krystal's an overall scene-stealer. I ain't hatin'. :3333

Re: OMG. Diglett-obsessed Taeyeon ish JEALOUS!

Date: 2017-05-31 04:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
hahahaha! gawddd... you love trollin' and i'm having fun too. lol.

Nope, Jessica's love for Krystal encompasses everything. :3

ahaha! you can put that in writing. lol.


Well, she is and we ain't hatin'. :D

YAAAS!! (04)

Date: 2017-05-16 06:57 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
7 parts?!??? Oooo, sounds like more story be a brewin’ :P! Do whatev fits with what you wanna write. As always, I’m down for the ride. Though, I’m starting to get that bittersweet feeling knowing that we’re about 2/3 of the way done now. :’(.

Lol the description of Seohyun as a “sexy, relentless financial shark”. And her “subtle” text at the end!

Tae’s reaction to the Jess saying she’s into women. Lol. Poor bb, don't worry you didn't miss your chance (or did she... DID SHE, BRA????? I know you know, BRA!! Tell me, BRA!! they're gonna live happily ever after with Lenny right?!!! RIGHT?!???? ;P).

Tae’s reveal of her past and officially coming out to Lenny/Diglett.

“Hm,” Jessica padded back into the kitchen, fluidly swaying her slight curves. “Possibly not this dress, but I’m certain you could find a way into my pants.” Daaaaaaaammmmmmn. *sunglasses emoji*

Jess made nice home-cooked food and had Tae eat some! Aww :’).

“Be proactive. Don’t be a me.”/ And then, the brunette rushed to slide her hand into Taeyeon’s. “You aren’t disappointing nor uninteresting. I like you. A lot.”
YAAAAAS, hopefully that means that Taengsic will officially start soon, now that they’re closer to getting on the same page.

I know she’s still healing — sounds like the ex did a number to her emotionally/mentally. I just want to hug her tight and say (in the style of the Ryan Gosling meme, but the lady-loving version… Though, maybe it should be a corgi-inspirational-poster version…lol)
“Hey, Girl. I know you’re hurting. You do you, and give yourself time to get your groove back. You don’t have to compromise who you are for others. Just be aware that some really great opportunities might find you before you’re ready, or still in “survivor tunnel vision” mode from your ex, or they might not fully get where you’re at right now. But Let yourself be true to your heart again. Be brave. Let yourself be happy. You define what kind of happiness you deserve, and what you’re worth, and you’re worth A LOT and deserve to be happy whether on your own and/or with someone else who can add to your happiness… you adorable, troubled, garbage-eating-corgimix-loving-desk-jockey-wonderful-person.”

Sounds like she’s on the right track to balancing herself, and being open to letting Jess in… (didn’t mean for this to be a double entendre when I first typed it, but… yep, I think Tae could def be down for that, too, especially after everything that happened this chapter XD).

NGL, I almost thought that the date set up was just gonna be another “trying too hard” step to get Taeyeon. Like after Tae left, I thought it was gonna be revealed that the date wasn’t happening ever and it was all a setup to get Tae over and stay over XD!!!!

And duuuuuuude, based on your description and Tae’s reactions, Jess must’ve been looking SMOKING in that dress.

Also, it was was sweet that Jess let Tae take Lenny out on her own. “You trust me that much?”/“Of course. I doubt you’re crazy enough to steal or eat him.”

As always, thank you for the update! Looking forward to the next!

Re: YAAAS!! (04)

Date: 2017-05-19 08:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]

Yep! More story’s brewin’. Or, rather, I always underestimate how many chapters I need to express these ideas! That’s the magic of posting fanfic this way. It’s nebulous in the best way!

Booo, we’re almost done, aren’t we? :((

Seohyun’s text and the ‘shark’ descriptor show us everything we need to know about that tertiary character. So much imagery comes to mind.

”I know you know, BRA!! Tell me, BRA!! they're gonna live happily ever after with Lenny right?!!! RIGHT?!????— Um, um ummmmmm. Ummmmmmmm. Not sure whether I should troll or not. D;

Hahahaha *snaps* Jessica straight-up went there for that ‘into my pants’ line. //Puts on Blancs//

Sharing food with Taeyeon. :333 Skandl! feels.

”YAAAAAS, hopefully that means that Taengsic will officially start soon, now that they’re closer to getting on the same page.”— [See ummm ummmmmm reaction above]

WOW WOW WOW WOOOOOWWWWW //3D prints a trophy for you//


”garbage-eating-corgimix-loving-desk-jockey-wonderful-person— Always concerned about Tae’s eating habits <333

Haahahhahaha NOPE. Our dear Jessica wanted to get laid. ;DDD

Hnnnngggggg sexy Jessica. DDDD: //dies a little inside// What an attractive woman.

Yes, amongst all the crazy, Jess really does trust Taeyeon with her pup. <3

THANK YOUUUUUUUU for your insight, bb :D <3333

Date: 2017-05-17 04:56 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I nearly died. Taeyeon Is So Smitten: A Play in Three Acts.

First scene, the ping pong match between her instincts and her defense mechanisms. Both working overtime against each other; I thought Tae's head cap was going to blow off and steam would come out of her ears.

"N-no. No."
"Female women!"


Then, the second scene. Tae is time travelling. The verb tenses. The transition to Diglett. It's perfect. Taeng's peeling the layers and threading the past with her present.

Third scene.

THE SMELL. THE SIGHT. THE TASTE. THE TOUCH. Fuck, she's a goner. Those 5 minutes or so was a date in itself. And that ending at the door. That, is TaengSic. The scent of a lemon zest is one thing, but the shocking pain wringing through your mouth at a full bite is another thing altogether. Let's hope these two learn to cook with it.

So. Whew. I'm glad we also got to see from Jessica's pov after all that. It's a mutual attraction after all. It's interesting to explore her choice between pragmatism and romance. And perhaps you're motioning to some of us as well. Go team greeeeeen!!!!! :DDDDDD

Lastly, that lil' puppy, heheheheh. So adorable. Competing with Pup!Taeyeon is tough though. I do want to poke his little fluffy butt with my shoes. I'll go do that to my cat now, as a stand-in. My cat thanks you, because he obviously loves it.

(He does not.)

À tout à coming update!!

Date: 2017-05-19 08:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
You're back!'re dying, apparently.

Oooooo you're broken it down into Three Acts! //ready//

First Act!
A PING PONG MATCH. That's their relationship exactly. I think it suits TaengSic really well. They're alike in a lot of ways and yet, there's this unavoidable friction. I, too, enjoyed Taeyeon about to blow her stack over the thought of Jessica being into women. xDD

Female women! That stress ball has no chance.

Second Act!
Awwwwwwwww. Per expected, nicely put. Tae's past and her present with Lennon (and Jessica!) are intertwined to where she overthinks and judges. For her own protection, of course.

Third Act!
SENSES AT EVERY ANGLE. Makes me wish I implemented more sound in there, just to cover all my bases.

"Those 5 minutes or so was a date in itself."-- I LOVE THE WAY YOU THINK.

Nice use of 'cook with it'. Clever, clever. ;))

Yes! Idk my original intention for this part (this fic was written with less structure than previous stories), but after wandering in Taeyeon's head for so long, seeing Jessica again was a refreshing change of pace. There, we get her immediate reaction to jealous Taeyeon.

"choice between pragmatism and romance. And perhaps you're motioning to some of us as well. -- //winks//

Omgggggg thank you for annoying your cat in my honor!

French words! Yeeeey. See you next chapterrrrr~ <333

Date: 2017-05-18 05:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Okay this will be my 3rd and last new post for this update. I freaking swear. Maybe I'm tech-challenged or I just don't know how to work LJ so I'm just going to have a new post so you'll for sure see it.

Anyway, the highlight of this update for me is how Taeyeon basically got smacked on the head from behind for being incredibly stupid in the previous update. Lol god I sound so mean but it was damn satisfying to see her reaction. Now Jessica is having a lovely date with Seohyun. I hope she gets some because she deserves it. XD

Hahaha Taeyeon's dating advice makes her sound so bitter. Okay, I do feel bad for her here but I love, love, love how a "Lennon-obsessed Kim Taeyeon" is jealous. It's a nice change to see. I would trade an emo Taeyeon for a jealous Taeyeon anyday.

Off topic but are Corgi-Aussies your favorite breed? I actually haven't seen one in real life.

As always, thanks for writing, Bra! *・゜゚・*:.。..。.:*・'(*゚▽゚*)'・*:.。. .。.:*・゜゚・*

Date: 2017-05-19 07:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Third and last post! Not that I minded. Watching you flail around on my LJ had me like, "awwww adorable!" LJ has been pretty sweet to me lately (tech-wise), so I see it! Yay!

"Taeyeon basically got smacked on the head from behind for being incredibly stupid in the previous update."-- This recap is SO YOU. She's gotten the comeuppance you're waited for!

Or has she? //cackles//

"I hope she gets some because she deserves it."-- REAL TALK.

There was a sort of satisfaction making Tae wallow in these feelings. SHE'S BEEN HURT, OKAY!?! Hahahaha I'll keep your love of Jelly!Taeng in mind.

Hmmmm. Corgis are one of my favorite breeds. The Corgi-Aussie mix was just a fun visual of a pet to play with, since I'd been inspired by the pictures Part 01's A/N. I LOVEEEEE dogs and name their breeds when I see them around the city. Now, I'm trying to think up my ultimate favorite and my ears are steaming. D:

Thank youuuuuuuu for reading and the awesome emojis hahaha

Date: 2017-05-22 08:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Gotta love it. Jess hard work is blooming.
I really enjoy the story
Not many out there (:

Date: 2017-05-27 05:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
She put in that work, now it's up to me to reward her for it. :DD

Thank youuuuu for enjoying~~

Yeah, the stories are dwindinling, huh? D: Welp, I'm helping a bit!

Date: 2017-06-15 12:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]

Date: 2017-06-18 11:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Gurl I am forever googling all these clothes and shit you mention, I obviously know nothing about fashion xD


Jessica is one sly motherfucker, lemme tell you that.

It's cute how Lennon essentially becomes Taeyeon's silent therapist

That pants line though...Jessica you're smooth as fuck. Seohyun, you're in for a wild ride

This made me smile, I'm addicted. ONTO THE NEXT


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